I did not move to Texas for the cockroaches.

I came for the hospitality

The joie de vivre

And for the trailer tacos

I did not come for the cockroach

That flew into my bedroom last night

In point of fact

No one saw fit to tell me

That cockroaches could fly

I resent not being warned

The people of Texas are kind and welcoming

But they're hiding a dark secret

Where do they come from

Surely God did not create them?

At least not the ones with wings

No loving God would send a cockroach

Airborne

Into my home

To hang on the ceiling

While I watch Game of Thrones

I am not certain of their purpose

Except to cause my wife to scream

And me to leap from the couch

Chasing the damn thing around the house

And crushing it

(I stand corrected

There was, once

An educational opportunity

My baby son picked one up

"Beetle", he said

"Smart kid", I said

"It's more like a termite

But at least you're in the ballpark"

So I just threw it in the trash

Left the incident between us

And conveniently forgot to tell his mom)

I question their motives

When they hide in the toilet paper roll

Or the makeup bag

Or under the bed

I wonder about their intelligence

It's clear they fear me

Even just looking at them

Before I think to reach down and squash them

They run and hide

And yet

Have they seen a human before?

How do they know to fear me

Perhaps they are reincarnated

Like Archy

And they know what humans are capable of

How we scream and run

And then come back with a shoe

Or a hammer

Or a can of Raid

How we squash them

Indiscriminately

Or simply gaze over them

Upside down and twitching

Nervous systems corrupted by the poison

Laid down on our baseboards

Perhaps I have killed hundreds of Archys

Perhaps the cockroach I squash tomorrow

Is his second cousin twice removed

In which case I will say

"My deepest condolences sir

I shall regret my actions

Until the days are done

But you knew that your presence

Would cause my wife to scream

And for that,

I will crush you"